Emille ([info]bluemnm) wrote,
@ 2007-06-20 22:23:00
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Current mood: sad
Current music:Sun By Four - A Puro Dolor

What I wanted to say to you..
..if only you would listen.

Because of some traditionalist friend's bullshit advice about male-female relationship can never be platonic and void of jealousy, you are going to give up on our friendship.

Because of his screwed up philosophies about the reason why you haven't found someone is because of me holding you back, because you spend almost every free moment with me, because I was the one you came to discuss your problems and to celebrate your achievements with and therefore you're not out there meeting someone else, you're just going to let go.

It seemed easy how you did and even when you didn't give me the same courtesy, I will give you the benefit of the doubt that you just haven't figured out how backwards his ideas are.

I will wait, for a while at least. If you don't see me, it will be sad, I may cry but soon enough, you will be a distant memory because then, I would realise that you're not worth it.




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[info]razorw
2007-06-29 06:54 am UTC (link)
*great big hugs*. --Ray

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[info]bluemnm
2007-07-02 10:36 am UTC (link)
Thanks Ray... how have u been?

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[info]razorw
2007-07-02 10:41 pm UTC (link)
Missing you lots. All your little presents sit by the top of my bed, so everytime I get up, I see them. ;o)

I've been okay. Been pretty much a big loser, and not really done anything useful and don't really hang out with many people these days, but I guess I'm just re-exploring and re-deploying a few things.

How about yourself? I read your entry, and I can sympathisize with how you feel. Some people aren't meant (don't deserve) to be in our life.

*hugs*. --Ray

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[info]bluemnm
2007-07-21 05:57 am UTC (link)
I'm sorry I've been slack keeping in touch. So much has happened in the past couple of months that I really don't know what I should do next.

I understand that some people aren't meant to be in our lives but you can't help but feel a huge sense of loss.

I hope you're doing well..

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